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Myspace makes me feel dirty... [12 Dec 2006|11:24pm]
[ mood | blah ]

http://www.myspace.com/cynthia_owns_666_souls


I know I said I hate the hell out of it.But I like the fact that I can rip songs/video clips and all that junk.Other than that its a big steaming pile of drama.

(conviction )

[23 Nov 2006|01:37am]
My job is hard on my back.Makes it all like hurt and stuff.

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[19 Nov 2006|05:59pm]
Ive got my internet at my house running.Woooooo.NOw hopefully i wont be so bored.

(conviction )

[06 Nov 2006|05:10pm]
[ mood | cold ]

All this stress,jesus christ.

I hate the internet I really do.I always manage to get pissed off everytime I log in.Dont get me started on that MySpace crap either.It fucking takes over people's lives.The whole friends ranking thing bothers me as well,that Top 8 bullshit.Makes people feel bad.

Argh.Im just not having a good month apparently.

I want to get out of this place.Its too depressing.

(conviction )

this is exactly how I feel [06 Nov 2006|02:27pm]
[ mood | sick of everyone's bullshit ]

I blew my last five on a cheap fifth of vodka
Gonna kill somethin'
There ain't nothing gonna stop us tonight
I know about confusion
Lets start a riot
Lets start a war
Everybody that you know is a whore

Fuck it, fuck it, fuck it, I don't care
If there's gonna be blood, we'll be there

I know about confusion
Turn on all the lights
So I can watch it die
I'm gonna taste some blood
Before they close my eyes
Because I got the answer
One bullet

I know ..how you feel

Cut out my eyes...So I can't see
The cold thing that's swallowing me

We're meat and that's it
So lets fuck it, fuck it, fuck it

(7 i admire your |conviction )

[07 Oct 2006|10:28pm]
My birthday was the 5th.Im 19 now.Big deal.

call or something

(conviction )

blagh [08 Aug 2006|06:54pm]
[ mood | work sucks ]

I finally got a job working for a communist neurologist, for $8.50 an hour.Woooo cash money!
Im thisclose to beating the ever loving pig shit out of Lindsay.
Trying to go to Goatwhore show (crossing da fingers)
Also trying to contact some peeps but to no avail.
I figure people want to talk to me they will and I shouldnt get all worked up about it.
And until i get internet back at my house no there will be no pictures of my unphotogenic behind.This also means I will not write what I really want to because it would be very lengthy and it feels weird sitting on someone else's computer for more than 20 minutes.
Till then I suppose you all will assume that I am doing fine.

Till next time.

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[29 Jul 2006|09:39pm]
Just a heads up I figured out my camera some more so I might take pictuers in case you guys ever miss my sorry mug.

yay ^_^

Tom youve gotta come out of the closet aww jeez.

(conviction )

we are all alone [29 Jul 2006|09:24pm]
[ mood | I piss you off! YAY! ]

Im sorry people my moods are all over the spectrum lately.My bad.

Wooo Goatwhore is coming to town with hatebreed!

Trying to get a job and get a place.

I wish my house had the internet still,so i wouldnt have to go to a friends to use their computer.

I had a lot to say,or at least I think i did.But now just dont feel up to the task of filling in recent events.

And as for the whole cell thing im using 332-6385.

(conviction )

[26 Jul 2006|04:02pm]
[ mood | go to hell you scags ]

I dont care about you I dont care about myself so every body can fuck off and leave me the fuck alone.
You scheming,conniving motherfuckers.You do nothing for me except make me hate the human race.

Thank you and goodnight.

Bitches.

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[26 Jul 2006|03:37pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Right now I have no phone but when i get one Ill probably use my old number(332-6451),just a heads up.

Went to Josh's service,it was rough.
I wish that i could have reunited with old friends under different circumstances.
Im going to miss him.

I think im becoming a hermit.I dont really see anybody.

nothing phenominal to write about.

later.

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back in the saddle again [19 Jun 2006|04:20pm]
[ mood | Im gonna get a corn dog mmmm ]

So I moved back in my parent's house.There was just no way I could get a job much less get there.Id rather get my own place so now im kicking into job mode.Im putting in applications as a bank teller when my mom gets home.Then when the new building opens up near the hospital Barbra is going to recomend me for jobby goodeness there.Im focusing on making money to support myself...yeeeah.

On a different note I feel like a complete ass because Sounds of the Underground isnt until the 19 of NEXT month.Hooray for misinformation!At least I have more time to plan now.

Possibly going to Gainsville with Derek for his graduation.I just want to go for a change of scenery.

Whene Derek's uncle gets back he is supposed to touch up my tattoo,the ink kinda faded so its not as dark as it should be.

Once again for anyone who feels like being in my pressence my cell is 332-6385.

While in fellsmere I came upon an old stone mason's church.Knights of the templar and such,funny thing it had a huge upside down pentegram on it because its right in the middle of G-town.

Well it would be nice to hear from you all.You never know I might be on the news swinging dead preteens from each arm on top of a water tower and end up in jail.They limit communication you know.

Hahahahaha.

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[14 Jun 2006|04:50pm]
[ mood | so fed up with everything ]

Kirk's dad just got out of surgery for his prostate.The doctors lied to him just so he would show up.Needless to say he is pissed.

Still feeling like ass.I think the reason Im fucked right now is that I havent been taking my meds.I dont really want to take the shit but it beats feeling sick all the time.

So Ive been out of my house for what about a week and a half or so?Yeah in ways its better than living with my parents but there are some obvious set backs...like a car to get to a job.But life is always going to start out shitty so im trying to be positive but we all know thats not really my thing.


So Prego aka chelsea is fucking Aaron,Kirk's brother and apparently hasnt told him that she has herpes,clap and the fact that she told Kirk and I that she is pissing blood and if its normal.Shes naaaaassstttyyy.Not to mention hes 26 and shes 17.And the same number of years seperating him and her are the same between his 7 year old son and her.She is just gross.

My tattoo is coming along nicely.Woooooo.

Sounds of the undergorund is coming to orlando on monday.Cannibal corpse,gwar,behemoth among others but drrooooollls for the afore mentioned.Must go ticets are like $25 I think.

Im about ready to die soon.Nothing is interesting in my life and none of my freinds can contact me so fuck.Im not talking logically right now but I havent exactly gotten any sleep or food in the past week but we all have to make sacrifices...I guess.


we had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun...

every body wang chung tonight.


later tater.

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[06 Jun 2006|08:19pm]
[ mood | sick ]

WOOOOOO HAPPY 6 6 6 !!!!!

I feel liken Im going to vomit!

SO I moved out of my house...sunday I believe.

Im at Jen's right now and there's going to be a party later.

gah headache and nausea fucking sux.stupid darbise.my back still hurts.

zzz

hail satan

have a good night

(conviction )

[03 Jun 2006|11:36pm]
god im so stressed out.My parents are closing their hand of control worse than ever.I need to get out,or Im seriously going to freak the fuck out.Problems and bullshit and lies lies lies.

Im tired...I have to go

(conviction )

[31 May 2006|09:56pm]


my new tattoo idea...minus the wheels and Thrasher.Woooo.

Im at Derek's Uncle Mike's house.We've been putting up with two little bastards for hours.The little girl keeps hitting people with alligator toy.And she fell in the trash...I laughed.

Bah I thought I was supposed to get my lap top today but nooooo.

Derek just figured out that the direct tv has more than shitty movie channels.ALL HAILL ADULT SWIM ON DEMAND!!!

Squidbillies \m/

later

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does anybody remember me? [27 May 2006|03:39pm]
[ mood | I want GP bitch! ]

Ah summer kicks off with my completion of FF8.Woooooooo.Kirk and Josh are messing around with their master files for FF7.

Saw Xmen 3 last night.It was ok but Im disapointed,no Nightcrawler,no Jubilee...I mean wtf?

I guess Derek and Cory are going to come out tonight.

I hear there is a NIN/Bauhaus show coming up.SLayer,Behemoth and Lamb of god too but that one's in georgia.

need a job BLEH @_o <-stink eye

Halo 3 preview was bitching.SO was God of War 2.yesssssss

Hopefully going to save up enough cash to go to Amsterdam...and the rest of Germany.LOL.

ffffuck I want a grilled cheese sandwhich.HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

oh ooooooo Im gonna get a laptop soon.If anybody knows any good ones let me know.I was thinking about an alienware for my gaming but I hear they break often...hmmmmmm....lame.

(conviction )

omfg post! [25 May 2006|12:01pm]
I should go to school tomorrow jst because I can.

People I decree that this summer be filled with many get togethers and party type good times.Get in touch with me and we will be joyful!

blargh.

(conviction )

[16 May 2006|02:55pm]
Ah finally I get to use the internet.Too bad Im at work right now ^_^
Well at work with my dad anyway.Money money...MONEY!

SO probably not going to be able to update too often right now but Im trying to get my dad to let me move the compy into my room so you can actually sit down without having to move an ironing board.mmmyup.

Oh yes,party tonight all welcome call 332 6385 (my cell# for right now)

ok back to da work.

(conviction )

[08 May 2006|09:38am]
I hung out with Kirk all weekend.

I think my exams are going quite well.I aced Steins Legal Systems.And I just finished my computer graphics.

My allergies were screwing with me yesterday, it was terrible.

So graduation party anyone?

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